Sleeping off the last five years Takes another five. Recovery in lieu of Being here right now. When I throw myself at your feet, You know it's to be walked on. We're breaking up Every single night. If I had a choice, Don't you think I'd make it? I lost my voice. Hope I didn't break it. Little demons by my bed Whisper secrets. The kind you never hear. I dip my toe in this cold, cold life. I want to dive but I can't find your feet. You with a view so unlike my own. I'm trying on your eyes. So I let go, fall to the ground. It's a long way down again. Petty cons keep peeling back my ears. We make plans. Collaborate and give to you My better half. Until now just dead weight, A prisoner of doubt. In a cell we kiss and tell All our keepsakes. I dip my toe in this cold, cold life. I want to dive but I can't find your feet. You with a view so unlike my own. I'm trying on your eyes. So I let go, fall to the ground. It's a long way down again. Sore, hit the floor. Got my first glimpse of the sky. The stars were on your side. Who would've thunk The thirteenth fell on Friday? I say hello and it's goodbye again.