I've kept my distance as long as I can
Holding hope in my thoughts and the wind in my hand
Now here I am staring you in the eye
With no way to wrap the truth in a lie
And you scare me more than I thought you would
You make me see more than I thought I could
Some of it's bad and some of it's good
But I know that it's time for a change
I wondered how I'd watch the years grow
Would I give up my demons before I grow old
Would I live in the shadows of all that I've seen
Or walk out and look at the world again
I try to breathe deeper and sometimes I can
But my will is weaker than I try to pretend
I'm up and I'm down again and again
But I know that it's time for a change
I still remember when I thought you were my friend
You made me feel like this never would end
Now I am older and I finally see
That you're a little indifferent to me
And you scare me more than I thought you would
You make me see more than I thought I could
Some of it's bad and some of it's good
But I know that it's time for a change
I try to breathe deeper and sometimes I can
But my will is weaker than I try to pretend
I'm up and I'm down again and again
But I know that it's time for a change
I still remember when I thought you were my friend
You made me feel like this never would end
Now I am older and I finally see
That you're a little indifferent to me
