Fight the negative voice inside of my head He ain't satisfied till he's forced me over the edge Baby mom bitchin of course I'm forkin the bread I'm tortured I'd rather go rev up the Porsche instead I'm sittin here boxing my demons Like money made whether fair weather friends They love you when you don't make cheddar Back against the wall It's me against the universe Momma worried I know she gonna assume the worst I told the reverend fuck it ain't gonna move to church Cant let these snakes in the grass come and consume your turf Why does every day feel like hell I'm mentally unstable I don't feel that well I'm screamin out to god, give a nigga some cushion I'm itching for motivation ain't nobody but pushin fuck em My insanity gon probably be the death of me If I don't kill this negativity and let it rest in peace He wont let me breathe or let me be It's gonna wake me up to fuck with me I go to sleep reluctantly I keep praying for that moment of change I just hope it comes before I put a hole in my brain Screamin out to god like Where the fuck you been? Always there to judge me But never as a friend I don't got no time for The lord on my end With all these snakes around me. Living in sin. Screaming out to god like man where the fuck you been You told me you'd be there whenever I'd need a friend It's hard to make time for any lord on my end when Everyone around me be living a life of sin I went and buried my body underground So no one could hear me scream my head off this time around It's in a ditch out where I'm sure it can't be found But follow the distant chorus made from hollow sounds You were one of my idols But you're nowhere to be found And now I fight for survival And I'm running from the crown Now you're one of my rivals I hope you're sleeping safe and sound When I tear down your alter I'm gonna burn your kingdom down There's too many snakes in the grass and I can't see the trees Too many clout chasing bitches that are stuck on their knees Everyone out there begging baby please But all they want is to watch the world bleed You were one of my idols But you're nowhere to be found And now I fight for survival And I'm running from the crown Now you're one of my rivals I hope you're sleeping safe and sound When I tear down your alter I'm gonna burn your kingdom down