And I try (you know that I'm gonna try) But I'm always high (why am I always high?) And it's hard to find (always so hard to find) Because I'm blind Blind I'm so oblivious it never ends And it's like I don't know just what I'm doing, oh I can't realize what I did How the f*ck am I even human? Oh oh Maybe I just ignore it All of the voices calling me I don't know how to solve it I ruin everything in sight I'm in the dark and crawling It's hard to make out what's haunting me Caught in the camouflaging But maybe I will see this time And I try (you know that I'm gonna try) But I'm always high (why am I always high?) And it's hard to find (always so hard to find) Because I'm blind Blind I'm just a hypocrite who pretends (I'm just a hypocrite) And all I do is make excuses oh (excuses) I'm so ignorant but it's bliss (I'm so ignorant) How the f*ck can I be so stupid? Oh oh Maybe I just ignore it All of the voices calling mе I don't know how to solve it I ruin everything in sight I'm in thе dark and crawling It's hard to make out what's haunting me Caught in the camouflaging But maybe I will see this time And I try (you know that I'm gonna try) But I'm always high (why am I always high?) And it's hard to find (always so hard to find) Because I'm blind Blind