With my luck you'll be dead within the year I've come to expect it There's nothing left to fear, at least there's that Face to face, and at my hands I snowed you in with hydrocodone Layer by layer, 'til you disappear Hell is finding someone to love And I can't have you Hell is finding someone to love And I can't see you again Wheeled you in, laid on your side I cried and cried and at my signal They stopped your heart and then you died And under the fluorescence, into this still room Where no-one ever tells you just how clinical death looks And I can't unsee it, the two shots it took Hell is finding someone to love And I can't have you Hell is finding someone to love And I can't see you again Hell is finding someone to love And I can't feel you Hell is finding someone to love And I can't, I can't