You just called to say you're sorry
For something you didn't even do
But I'm the one who should be sorry once again
I projected all my demons onto you
Ran into you at the party
You acted like there was nothing wrong
It's like you're used to it
But you should not be used to it
You don't gotta weather my storm
It looks like rain outside
Every day the window looks the same outside
I just keep on smiling through the pain I hide
Nothing feels the same without you, without you
Don't know who to blame this time
My anxiety, a medicated mind
I just keep on smiling through the pain I hide
Nothing feels the same without you, without you
Mom and dad stopped by this morning
There's more than most people can say
I'm so hungover
They're so proud of me for getting sober
Tired of lying to their face
It looks like rain outside
Every day the window looks the same outside
I just keep on smiling through the pain I hide
Nothing feels the same without you, without you
Don't know who to blame this time
My anxiety, a medicated mind
I just keep on smiling through the pain I hide
Nothing feels the same without you, without you
It keeps pouring, I keep pouring shots of whiskey in the morning
Just to keep the taste of you on my breath
And I don't know anymore if I'm heartbroken or just bored
And I'm afraid of pouring till there's nothing left
It looks like rain outside
Every day the window looks the same outside
I just keep on smiling through the pain I hide
Nothing feels the same without you, without you
Don't know who to blame this time
My anxiety, a medicated mind
I just keep on smiling through the pain I hide
Nothing feels the same without you, without you
