When I'm awake, I stop myself from falling hard and dreaming Dreaming So, I prefer, when I can fall asleep, close my eyes for the night I could paint the way I wanna look at myself Nothing within reason Someone I believe in But when I come back to real life Why do I feel more dead inside? So close So far away No better than yesterday But I know I know I know, I'm gonna find it I know, I'm gonna find it I'm gonna find my way I'm gonna find it through hell or high water I know I know I know I know I know, I'm gonna find it I'm gonna find my way I'm gonna find it I'm gonna find my way I'm gonna find it through hell or high water When I'm awake, I stop myself from falling hard and dreaming Dreaming So, I prefer, when I can fall asleep, close my eyes for the night I could paint the way I wanna look at myself Nothing within reason Someone I believe in But when I come back to real life Why do I feel more dead inside? So close So far away No better than yesterday But I know I know I know, I'm gonna find it I know, I'm gonna find it I'm gonna find my way I'm gonna find it through hell or high water I know I know I know I know I know, I'm gonna find it I'm gonna find my way I'm gonna find it I'm gonna find my way I'm gonna find it through hell or high water