I feel destructive But I've got myself to blame Looking for balance Tell me why you and I never feel the same You know I mean it And it's been so hard to say But I think I've realised That I want you To break my heart again So I can feel Something that I'm used to I, I wish I had of known What we had 'Cause I don't know if I could Lose you I could Lose you Lose you I could Lose Picking my battles But I think I'm losing ground Wish I could vanish Just to see what it's like without you around Why do we hold on, like we'll find a way somehow? When I think I've realised That I want you To break my heart again So I can feel Something that I'm used to I, I wish I had of known What we had 'Cause I don't know if I could Lose you I could Lose you Lose you I could Lose I don't want to wake up there I shouldn't have to lose myself to stay with you Let you know I've always cared Cause I'm alone and I feel like I should Tell me did I let you down (mm) You say you want to clear the air, well I do too Maybe we should just be friends 'Cause I'm afraid that I'll give up again 'Cause I, want you To break my heart again So I can feel Something that I'm used to I, I wish I had of known What we had 'Cause I don't know if I want You To break my heart again So I can feel Something that I'm used to I, I wish I had of known What we had 'Cause I don't know if I could Lose you I could Lose you Lose you I could Lose