I'm afraid of going far too deep Looking down the drop is way too steep for me Yet still I go through With all the dumb shit I do Not once looking back I know what I'll see Yeah, there's weight on both my feet Pulling me in the deep end But I won't pretend That I'm naïve Consequences filling up my mind Doctors keep on telling me I'm fine This is just a waste of my time Life is not a word I can define Let the cold sink into my bones Suck the air from inside my soul Tear into my skin I wanna see where we begin And if it still hurts I'll know I'm alive Hold your tongue And I'll hold mine Don't give me a reason I don't want the chance to regret Consequences filling up my mind Doctors keep on telling me I'm fine This is just a waste of my time Life is not a word I can I can define Consequences filling up my mind Consequences filling up my mind Consequences filling up my mind Consequences filling up my mind Consequences filling up my mind Doctors keep on telling me I'm fine