I wonder if you'll tell the next guy I was nothing Was just a blip you dated for about a year Maybe you'll act like you just knew me for a summer You never loved me that's what he would hear I know it might be paranoia or Sativa Maybe a tiny bit of irrational fear But every time I try and act like I don't need ya My universe and path both disappear Because I'm still in love with you I wonder if you feel it too I'm laying up late thinkin' 'boutcha Stumbling through my days withoutcha These memories, I can't seem to erase Like laying here watching Netflix woke documentaries Making that sweet sauce laying a fat one on me Saying you'll never leave me again Hearing me say you're my best friend Was never lonely Till I knew how it felt when you hold me Knew how it felt when you hold me You probably moved on with your life like you're supposed to You haven't thought about me any time of day Or maybe you've been wishing I would just come kiss you I doubt it, but if so I think I'd say... Baby I'm still in love with you I wonder if you feel it too I'm laying up late thinkin' 'boutcha Stumbling through my days withoutcha These memories, I can't seem to erase Like laying here watching Netflix woke documentaries Making that sweet sauce laying a fat one on me Saying you'll never leave me again Hearing me say you're my best friend Was never lonely Till I knew how it felt when you hold me Knew how it felt when you hold me I can train my phone to delete your face You can just pretend you needed space Just when I accept my obvious fate You keep showing up and I just melt away Cuz I miss laying here watching Netflix woke documentaries Making that sweet sauce laying a fat one on me Saying you'll never leave me again Hearing me say you're my best friend Was never lonely Till I knew how it felt when you hold me Knew how it felt when you hold me