I've told myself that I deserve this The blood is my own A vision, delusion, a manifested Catacomb, it's haunting The echoes calling of a dead man walking You know I hate, the way it taste The way I'm feeling now So disconnected I just can't relate I can't forget my, guilt and regret I've Got my skeletons, believe me All too familiar with the devil beneath me I let my doubt feed a death wish I let the truth be neglected Purify the stains from my afterlife You know I hate, the way it tastes More than the feeling I'm watching you, take the only thing I still believe in 'Cause heaven's locked in my head So let it bury me I've sold my secrets to strangers I can't trust myself Keep pulling teeth until failure Will find me out A picture perfect incentive We plagiarize and expect to Give us something When we still feel like nothing Godless I don't feel safe in my own head You know I hate, the way it tastes More than the feeling I'm watching you, take the only thing I still believe in 'Cause heaven's locked in my head But if I just pretend That halo's fade eventually So disconnected I just can't relate So disconnected I just can't relate So disconnected I just can't relate Dissimulate Blood money paid for the pain that's a part of me Paid for the pain that's a part of me