Hit like a ton But I'm still aware Now it's known So a beautiful one Lets you come undone You're still alone Find your one way To have your say Truth obscured and I'm victimized Not alone Can't help but quit I need a respite from the pain I hold so dear Been here before; cold dead, cold floor For some reason, I show no fear I will choke on my sadness Until I will suffocate And I'll try to find an outlet But how long can my soul wait? Throughout all the reasons That change with the lies That help you through the days Until you realize It's just sadness without direction Suffocate I'm not the kind Who would pull on the ties that bind It's like grains of sand What I can't feel in my heart, I crush with my hands Can't help but quit I need a respite from the pain I hold so dear Been here before; cold dead, cold floor For some reason, I show no fear I will choke on my sadness Until I will suffocate And I'll try to find an outlet But how long can my soul wait? Throughout all the reasons That change with the lies That help you through the days Until you realize It's just sadness without direction Suffocate I will choke on my sadness Until I will suffocate And I'll try to find an outlet But how long can my soul wait? Throughout all the reasons That change with the lies That help you through the days Until you realize It's just sadness without direction Suffocate