I'm always cringing, waiting just to see an open empty chance Risking, fighting, just to let down everyone I've ever met What's that, who's there, noises flying in and out of my head All ideas, at the wrong time, no one even gives a fuck Can't see a reason why To drag this out anymore Hopeless meathead Comfort in hopelessness Need to find another mind I'm still standing confused Influenced to tread on Cuz beneath all the bullshit Not everything remains Ingrown