I struggle to survive in this fucking existence When every new morning brings a sober assessment Of where I am, where I've been, and what I need to be Forget the past, stand and face whats in front of me But for better or worse, I carry on I carry on... We decide our own demise We decide our own demise We decide our own demise We decide our own demise But I'll always be reminded of the pain that I hold Because the ones who never loved me wrote the stories I've told And this shadow of doubt shakes my confidence So I gotta hide my soul for fear of consequence So I still survive but can you say the same? Because I'm laying flowers at your grave Before the bloods been drained I never forgive and I never forget I never forgive and I never forget So I wrote you off because I know you'd quit I never forgive and I never forget I'll watch you fail every chance I fucking get