Is this the real life, is this just fantasy Caught in a landside, no escape from reality Open your eyes, look up to the skies and see I'm just a poor girl, I need no sympathy Anyway the wind blows Doesn't really matter to me, to me Mama, I just killed a man Put a gun against his head Pulled my trigger, now he's dead Mama, life had just begun But now I've gone and thrown it all away Mama, ooh, I didn't mean to make you cry If I'm not back again this time tomorrow Carry on, carry on, cos it nothing really matters Too late, my time has come Sends shivers down my spine My body's aching all the time Goodbye everybody, I've got to go I gotta leave you all behind and face the truth Mama, ooh, I don't wanna die I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all So you think you can stone me and spin my eye So you think you can love me and leave me to die Oh baby, can't do this to me, baby I just gotta get out, I just gotta get right out of here Nothing really matters, anyone can see Nothing really matters, nothing really matters to me