We take a hit of anything
To escape it all, we're suffocating
The sharpened blade of reality
Sometimes, I wanna hurt me
I know it's hard to hear, but I'm
Waitin' for the new year
Don't wanna waste my life chasin' white
Try to swim towards the light
Comin' up for air in the deepest of the deep ends
I thought I learned it all, but boom, the plot thickens
Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly
Feelin' it all, this sobriety
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
Got so tired of feelin' down
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
Well, take a look what I've become
Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly
Feelin' it all, this sobriety
Wanna make you proud of me
But slowly, I, I'm killing mе
Playing with chemistry
Floating to the ceiling
Always rock 'n' roll 'til you diе, you know, you been flyin'
Now I'm shaking at night, sweating the sheets out
Grinding my teeth out
But still the world will glamorize it all
Comin' up for air in the deepest of the deep ends
I thought I learned it all, but boom, the plot thickens
Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly
Feelin' it all, this sobriety
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
Got so tired of feelin' down
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
Well, take a look what I've become
Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly
Feelin' it all, this sobriety
If I could leave one thing for you
It's exactly what not to do
I'm so proud of you
Take a look what I've become
Oh, take a look what I—
Comin' up for air in the deepest of the deep ends
I thought I learned it all, but boom, the plot thickens
Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly
Feelin' it all, this sobriety
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
Got so tired of feelin' down
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
Well, take a look what I've become
Sleepin' with giants, I'm tip-toein' quietly
Feelin' it all, this sobriety
