This distance I find myself living with. This consciousness is nothing that could be imagined. I often feel as if I have died, depriving myself of a real life. Crawl into a hole. Curl up in a ball All faith is dead. Crawling out of my skin! Deprived of a real life. I think I would rather die This distance I find myself living with. This consciousness is nothing that could be imagined. I often feel as if I have died, depriving myself of a real life. I must let go. Crawl into a dark hole Give up all hope. Let go! I`ve lost all hope. Let go! Deprive myself. Let go! Trapped inside this hole I`m falling apart Deprived of my senses. Tearing myself apart. Poison my brain. Driving me insane This distance I find myself living with. This consciousness is nothing that could be imagined. I often feel as if I have died, depriving myself of a real life. Give up all hope. Let go! I`ve lost all hope. Let go! Deprive myself. Let go! Trapped inside this hole