Can't see my way it's almost like I'm going blind Dark clouds around my head I ain't feeling fine Immediate help, I need a hotline I've been feeling like this for a long time Too many thoughts in my mind It's hard to calm down, I think I need medicine But what the doctor prescribed Ain't helpin' me out This shit's so irrelevant Empty bottles in my cabinet I'm invisible, I'm absent Forgive me, I go on these tangents I feel abandoned Wonder if they notice If I went away Wish that I had someone beg for me to stay You see that in color, I see that in grey Now I'm disappearing, fading everyday I know you wanna see my Head under water Head under water Head under water You got my, you got my Head under water My head under water Head under water now Fuck you, I ain't going down They just wanna see me drown Like the way my dad found Something in that pill bottle He did swallow and go down Bury me in the same ground Bet that's what you countin' on I don't care if this soundin' strong Fuck you and them, I belong I'ma burn like I'm too hot With a true shot While you do rot Till I'm livin' in a new spot With some new group And a new thot You don't wanna hear the new plot I'ma push till I'm broken off Swingin' hard, I don't this soft I ain't neva go take a loss Hey I wonder if I ever went away Would anybody beg me to stay You see in color and I see in grey I'm fading away I know you wanna see my Head under water Head under water Head under water You got my, you got my Head under water My head under water Head under water now Fuck you, I ain't going down I look into my past And see all of my baggage But one day it won't last I'm breakin' all my habits Wonder if they'd notice If I went away Wish that I had someone beg for me to stay You see that in color I see that in grey Now I'm disappearing, fading everyday I know you wanna see my Fuck you, I ain't going down Head under water Head under water Head under water You got my, you got my Head under water My head under water My head under water now Fuck you, I ain't going down Head under water Head under water Head under water You got my, you got my Head under water My head under water My head under water now Fuck you, I ain't going down