I can´t even remember when the sun died
there´s just drabness in my mind
Why should I explain that even breathing is so tiring
on a crossing leading to the other side
Leave me lying calmly under the creased blanket,
let me doze off and go away
Darken the room with autumnal twilight
open the windows to freezing air
Yesterday I observed the sky, awaiting a ray of light
but all I could see around me was completely dark,
as reconciled flesh leisurely consumed by eternal night
through the mouth of Mors, with every new breath I am
inhaling death
Falling into a warm volcanic throat
Never to be born again
Relief´s waiting at the end of the road
Deliverance from torturous pain
Why are you telling me merciful drivel about the will
to live?
My power is gone, just a pre-mortal feeling deep inside
of me
My train is brought to a standstill in a neglected
terminal station
Just howling of forsaken dogs as a closing oration
The awaited morning is not coming again
Night simply turned into another one
Every look back hurts as a knife stab in brain.
Flashbacks are bringing me down
Today´s winners stand on the opposite shore
Glad they are saved for another day
Everyhting that could be lost……is lost
Such an extremely dark day!
