I'm just tryna be the best that I could be You ain't gotta see it And I'm just tryna be the best But it get hard with all these problems on my chest Ain't tryna leave, but it be better if I'm dead I go missing, I'm just leveling my head And mama I been in the streets Before I wake, I told God to give some peace Ain't tryna go, but it be better if I leave I'm tired of pain love This shit hurt me when I bleed ah And I been tryna keep it real Ain't no fighting U know da shit will get you killed dawg Full body and I'm deep off in the field raw Throw away shit, I just need sometime to heal off ahh Niggas said I wouldn't get to where I'm at And be the biggest I could be Swear I go hard I'm from east side Cause life it ain't no reviving I hold it all in So I can't talk, I rather be quiet Because I'm in the street Shit that don't mean, sometime I don't be crying I hold my head still, I'm here still These shooters they risked they life for me Can't be killed Why I feel I ain't got no life for me? I feel demon But I go hard, I'm still here Let me know, if I fall would u go Working on my craft, I'm in the lab I ain't been fucking hoes Let em go nah nah No more falling in love I been balling Chris Paul Hardly can't even get hard Life been so hard And I'm just tryna be the best But it get hard with all these problems on my chest Ain't tryna leave, but it be better if I'm dead (if I'm dead) I go missing, I'm just leveling my head And mama I been in the streets Before I wake, I told God to give some peace Ain't tryna go, but it be better if I leave I'm tired of pain love This shit hurt me when I bleed ah And I'm just tryna keep it real