I used to think about the future And the things it had in store But I don't think about it that much anymore The medicine prescribed to you It makes you feel so sick You used to stay up with me late And worry about it You worry about my drinking But I don't think I can quit No, I could not take the shaking anymore And there's this dream that I have Where it seems like this could last But I just freeze up and fall through the floorboards And as you walked through the door You leave your insides on the floor But I don't think about you that much anymore My heads spinning I've been up for days now I can't seem to get out from under the gray clouds You're not who you claim to be If you walked out the door it would mean nothing to me It's always the same old story Nothing last forever I'll be gone by the morning It's always the same old story Nothing last forever I'll be gone by the morning I'll be gone out your way But if you need me I'll stay Cause you're the song in my heart That's on repeat You're the movie I put on Just to go to sleep So tell me are you sick of me yet? Can't handle the pain But I like to pretend Does it get better than this? Like this, it's better I guess There's this dream that I have Where it seems like this could last But I just freeze up and fall through the floorboards And as you walked through the door You leave your insides on the floor But I don't think about you that much anymore