Smoking cigarettes In a foreign car I don't have regrets I love all my scars I can feel it in my chest I'm gonna die next Baby, say less Don't even waste your breathe Feel like I'm walking on a tightrope I'm a god, they should have put me in the Bible Ask me how I'm doing, I say fine though I hope you know that I was lying though When you try to break my heart It won't work, it's been broken from the start Acting like you got something to say to me The words are empty they just get in the way I know lately you been drowning red wine Try to act surprised then fall apart at the deadline I can tell you really wanna be next to me Air plane mode on my phone when your texting me Put me out of my misery Night descends but I cannot sleep Blood hunger is felt on my teeth Pictures of the past now torn to pieces I don't think love is a real thing Everyday I wake up feel like somethings missing I thought you were my soulmate But you're so fake Back inside my old ways Call me by my old name I was in the back and the music was so loud Sometimes I wanna run away back to my hometown Living so fast I don't know how to slow down How to slow down How to slow down Always fall apart At the deadline Always on my timeline Yeah, I'm wasting time There's something I've been meaning to tell you I'm always making plans everytime but they fell through I've been wasting all my time on the borderline Yeah, that's my favorite pass time Wasting time with you You know I do Put me out of my misery Night descends but I cannot sleep Blood hunger is felt on my teeth Pictures of the past now torn to pieces So cold, feels freezing It's the time of the night creatures Blade hurts less than my being Stab me in the hear with a sharp silver