Standing - standing in front of the mirror Staring - into hollow eyes again Watching - helpless selfinflicted pain Suffering - under these circumstances Feeling - broken and misused Knowing - that I'm living a lie Acceptance - that I'm unable to deny Acceptance Remembering - how it used to be Drowning - in sorrow and ecstasy Growing - like a cancer in me Turning - myself into the enemy I'm trapped - with my back against the wall Frustration - takes its all I'm trapped - with my back against the wall Frustration - let frustration take its all No need - no need to talk to myself Again - no need - to think that I can Change the way I am - no need To fool myself around again Needing - to accept what I am I feel the need to accept that I'm Not the one I thought I am Acceptance