I was there from the start, it's like you forgot who you are I've been who I am, and you not who you are You say that I'm so hard to deal with 'n shit But you not a walk in the park Ice in my heart, don't care that you fallin' apart To get through the light had to walk through the dark I flew with the vultures and swam with the sharks That's how I got all these scars I can't deal with this shit, I've been feelin' so sick I can't lose in the process of helpin' you win Always pushed me away, never lettin' me in Now you want me around but my temper is thin I am in pain, you are to blame For makin' me feel so insane Just stay in your lane, and I'll do the same Stop playin' games, don't speak on my name, nah My blood turned cold, so I'm blamin' you I got nothing else to say to you I'm no longer afraid of you It's nothing new, I'm blamin' you No, I'm not heartless, I just use my heart less I got all these scars from the times in the darkness I don't put my heart in if I am not all in So don't be surprised if I don't answer when you callin' I'm blamin' you I'm blamin' you I'm blamin' you I'm already stressed, don't need anymore If you bring that energy, then hit the door When we get together, it's just like a way You lied every single time that you swore You want my time, you should get in line My vibe, lately you've been killin' mine I'm livin' my life, you just killin' time You're the abuser that always have victim eyes Can't carry your ass to the finish line Lately, without you I'm doin' fine I tried to save you from drownin' when your boat was sinkin' You ended up sinkin' mine Truth is fo' sho', cover's been blown You did this all on your own You cannot knock me down, I'm in my zone Better think twice before hittin' my phone, damn My blood turned cold, so I'm blamin' you I got nothing else to say to you I'm no longer afraid of you It's nothing new, I'm blamin' you No, I'm not heartless, I just use my heart less I got all these scars from the times in the darkness I don't put my heart in if I am not all in So don't be surprised if I don't answer when you callin' I'm blamin' you I'm blamin' you No, I'm not heartless, I just use my heart less I got all these scars from the times in the darkness I don't put my heart in if I am not all in So don't be surprised if I don't answer when you callin' I'm blamin' you I'm blamin' you