Is this real is this even real no one above me i am below me gravel and bone am i smiling have i grasped the situation yet I put my hand on my neck in a position where I can feel my pulse on my fingers A strange sense of sadness passes over me Starting at my eyes and ending in my toes I start to grab at my chest and I feel everything burst my skin in hellfire My body on earth choking on sorrys for the people who made me.