Cold and lonely as I sit across from reigning kings 
Theses days are empty and I feel like this one was written about me 
Because as I wandered I felt like she was wandering too 
Never knew the grass was growing 
Never know where I was going 
I felt alive 
It felt vivid 
I fell asleep under the table 
I don't know why my lip is bleeding 
I underestimate the need in silent love 

Should I have lost the love tonight? 
Are we running out of time? 

It's dark and cool there tonight and I feel fine 
And if kissing the fool makes it right 
I feel fine sweetheart 

There's my story though sad and tragic it is true 
I've watched the sun set on the hills and lost the ones I knew 
That's just it, This is me
I'm lonely and aging 
Now I know where I am going 
But never knew the grass was growing 
I'm still alive, it's still vivid 
I'm waking up under the table 
I don't mind that my lip is bleeding 
Its ok, I just need silent love 

Should have lost the love tonight, 
Are we running out of time? 

Cause, it's dark and cool there tonight and Ill be fine 
And I'm kissing the fool there tonight and Ill be fine 

Four years ago I had never loved a thing 
And four years later I got a reason to sing 
My life has become the portrait of the thing I never wanted them to be 

Four years ago I had never loved a thing 
And four years later I got a reason to sing 
This is the call to all my frozen friends