didn't find what I was looking for in pursuit of closure threw myself in the arms of a strange force now gaining strenght from darkness in the shadow of things I look for answers praying for lost hope every breath sinks deeper into darkness into deep submission trapped in dark thoughts the sense of control slowly slips away my power of will has succumb itself once again nothing I stand powerless drawn to my final resting place dark forces give me strenght making life worth living again found just what I was looking for my search is over embracing the darkest of forces filled my life