I, I scratch my way back in to life again My friends I called they left a mess in me They, they left me laying on the floor again I'm not alone my head won't let me be I, never felt this way before Now I know I messed up for sure Never felt this way before Now I know I messed up for sure I, I should have known that would be hell to pay What did I do, why does it end this way? I, I'm staying home no care for company I wanna go and hide whats left of me I, never felt this way before Now I know I messed up for sure Never felt this way before Now I know I messed up for sure I, never felt this way before Now I know I messed up for sure Never felt this way before Now I know I messed up, I fucked up all Sure!