My lil' nigga went to trial and got a eon Life without parole, he will never get a rerun Clutchin' on my pole like I'm squeezing a Capri Sun Veins ice cold like my heart pump the Freon And lately I've been reminiscing 'bout my soldiers I swear I can't even laugh 'less I'm loaded Medication help me mask my emotions Feel like I'm drowning in an endless ocean When you see me in the booth, the Grim Reaper is lose Keep a heater with you when you sleep in a zoo Ain't had no windows in my cell, what a beautiful view And have you ever ran from 12 in a two-seater coupe? When I was younger I always knew I wasn't normal Teacher tried to talk to me, I just used to ignore her Boy, I'm from that side where they bully you for your Jordan's Bullets go through the 'partments You choose to snooze on the carpet Tell my PO I said fuck 'em, tell my kids I said I'm sorry 'Cause I know flippin' burgers will never purchase a 'Rari I ain't moppin' no floors, I ain't washing no toilets 'Fore I take somebody's order I'll take somethin' with this forty Yeah, yeah, yeah My lil' nigga went to trial and got a eon Life without parole, he will never get a rerun Clutchin' on my pole like I'm squeezing a Capri Sun Veins ice cold like my heart pump the Freon And lately I've been reminiscing 'bout my soldiers I swear I can't even laugh 'less I'm loaded Medication help me mask my emotions Feel like I'm drowning in an endless ocean Real niggas get it raw-raw He wasn't even in on the drill, he got dropped off Could've threw his partners in the cross but he did not talk Sticking to the code, when he make parole, he'll pop out I swear that prison turn the realest to a law-law Bitch we from below the trenches, young but I know statistics Graveyard or go to prison, Section 8 with poor conditions Really left us no decision, lock me up, hop in the system Prison guards telling me I'm stupid, I got no potential Why you acting like you held me down and you know you didn't? I thought you was special, you got pregnant by my co-defendant I've been gettin' loaded for my soldiers in the solar system, damn My lil' nigga went to trial and got a eon Life without parole, he will never get a rerun Clutchin' on my pole like I'm squeezing a Capri Sun Veins ice cold like my heart pump the Freon And lately I've been reminiscing 'bout my soldiers I swear I can't even laugh 'less I'm loaded Medication help me mask my emotions Feel like I'm drowning and in an endless ocean