She lived by a window, diconnected eyes Holy book beside her, waiting for sign Crucifix pressed tightly to her silent heart Streets of gold before her, deliverance from the dark Fear of God in heaven still remains Fear of asking daily in His name Fear of dying lonely with my pain Save me from the justice of this burning land Walking in the shadow of the big man So forever branded with the mark of Cain Stalking like a lion, raging in my pain Fear of God in heaven still remains Fear of asking daily in His name Fear of dying lonely with my pain In my room is waiting, one of human form Feels no sad emotion, nothing to return He's coming in my dream, the one I've had before He wraps me in white linen, and slowly shuts the door Fear of God in heaven burns within Fear of asking vainly to forgive Fear of dying lonely with my sin Fear of crucifixion once again