Outlived a wasted life Too soon to say goodbye One plot to call your own Now it's our turn to cry I've been through this before These things are hard to take Was it too much to live for Once choice you felt you had to make And I've pissed my time away Through countless life long wasted days Why are all the simple things so lost in sorrow And my perspective so unclear Life's cold and thick with lies Seen through the blue black eyes We squander as we smile Things which once appeared worthwhile How views on life distort When we see a life cut short No cause to calculate Absentia renders no debate Through pain I've grown to learn Just as long as life still burns Won't sit around and wait Until I burn down heavens gates I know