Been disconnected for so long 
And left my mark here along the way 
So many years have come and gone 
So many fears have remained the same 

I see a faith 
I swim and play 
Yet drowning all possibilities 
Beyond what I believe and know 
I cut the cord free of home again 

It turns to silence 
A silence sometimes I can hear 
Internal violence 
A struggle deep within what if 

What if I leave, could I still breathe 
What if I breathe, could I still be 
And if I leave, would I be me 

I lost my hope along the way 
I lost my hope along the way 

It turns to silence 
A silence sometimes I can hear 
Internal violence 
A struggle deep within what if 

What if I leave, could I still breathe 
What if I breathe, could I still be 
And if I leave, would I be me 

What if 
What if 
What if 

It turns to silence 
A silence sometimes I can hear 
Internal violence 
A demon deep within what if 

What if I leave, could I still breathe 
What if I breathe, could I still be 
And if I leave, would I be me 

What if 
What if 
What if