Creeping up again 
Lost myself and it's too late 
Killing time again 
Waiting for my only fate 
Trapped within the cage 
That I've built with my own hands 
Can't release the rage 
Shattered life and broken plans 

If I knew myself 
I wouldn't keep on doing this 
But I trick myself 
And believe with just one kiss 

I can't believe the things I do
All for the sake of pleasing you 

In the dark again 
Afraid to move but can't sit still 
Killed my heart again 
To myself I give this pill 

If I was myself 
I'd find strength to push away 
But I hurt myself 
And I weaken more each day 

I can't believe the things I do 
All for the sake of pleasing you 

As I come to know you 
My disgust grows a new 
As you tighten your grip 
My worn throat is slowly slit 

I can't believe the things I do 
All for the sake of pleasing you 
I should just stop and let you know 
But I'm afraid of letting go