I've been fighting with myself way too long Need a Quitter like it's Quidditch with the golden balls And none of my best friends don't care at all And now my words gon' fall, like the Berlin Wall And I said what I said, they don't know what I mean And I've been losin' friends and gaining enemies And now they swearing that they know what's best for me They don't know what I need, I need, I need Freedom and ecstasy I need a picture of you when you were next to me I need an XO that ain't dead to me I need you both dead, you and Stephany Freedom and ecstasy I need a picture of you when you were next to me I need an XO that ain't dead to me I need you both dead, you and Stephany I wanna leave it behind, I wanna watch the whole world burn Bein' friends with the devil has it's perks I wanna tear at my skin 'til it fuckin' hurts I wanna make them learn, I wanna, I wanna Drown myself in these mountains, alcohol I need to know why I'm happy alone I need to know, you kicked me while I'm low And I need to know why I need Freedom and ecstasy I need a picture of you when you were next to me I need an XO that ain't dead to me I need you both dead, you and Stephany Freedom and ecstasy I need a picture of you when you were next to me I need an XO that ain't dead to me I need you both dead, you and Stephany