Am I dead yet? Feign silk and plastic Am I calescent? Drain blood and marrow Annihilation is not the conclusion Releasing falsehoods like helium kites A festival of celebrated destruction Death at my own hand Shimmering mirage of fascination A purple lake, too superficial to wade across the shore Save me Wishing with coins tossed in a fountain of black Water dripping in rhythm to the tune of desire Swaying boughs of a deciduous forest Unconstrained and illusory labyrinth Suicide, is a delusion Yearn to sleep swathed in its affection Am I dead yet? Feign silk and plastic Am I calescent? Drain blood and marrow