I'm on stage I can see the lights Look down at my hands I can see the mic And the noise from the fans is so loud But so silent when the times out I just keep a bright smile Maintain till it's lights out for me I pray for my people that are finished with their eyes now And so keep it moving till it's lights out for me There's no such thing as breathing for no purpose We just hide in the vents and stay nervous There's a lord right above they can't curse us We just gotta step on ice and break the surface My momma went through shit that gave me trauma I took it like a man and I feel taller I wish you could really feel my aura My daddy's brother died while he was dealing with my momma Situation I was drinking in the corner What kind of shit is that I went through some depression with I could run it back Looking at my body for a soul there's none in that Bearing my self it's hard to find the fun in that I'm on stage I can see the lights Look down at my hands I can see the mic And the noise from the fans is so loud But so silent when the times out I just keep a bright smile Maintain till it's lights out for me I pray for my people that are finished with their eyes now And so keep it moving till it's lights out for me Lights out for me Lights out for me I'm on stage I can see the lights Look down at my hands I can see the mic And the noise from the fans is so loud But so silent when the times out I just keep a bright smile Maintain till it's lights out for me I pray for my people that are finished with their eyes now And so keep it moving till it's lights out for me Looked at my poppa seen his hair has gone all white I hugged him and kissed him like everything is alright Pretended everything was cool I just can't write The feeling knowin' liqueur never made us more tight I kept taking pills tryna make harder Until I started having seizures after Done some dumb shit that's just for starter Ended up in a mental home mazza No TV no toilet in my room High risk I was 19 I was doomed I was young with dreams of a baller Thought I was a goner I'm on stage I can see the lights Look down at my hands I can see the mic And the noise from the fans is so loud But so silent when the times out I just keep a bright smile Maintain till it's lights out for me I pray for my people that are finished with their eyes now And so keep it moving till it's lights out for me Lights out for me Lights out for me I'm on stage I can see the lights Look down at my hands I can see the mic And the noise from the fans is so loud But so silent when the times out I just keep a bright smile Maintain till it's lights out for me