I am sorry for the bother of repeating all the things I 
should believe in... If I told my story could I use it 
to bring the all the end the everything... 

The effigy of what I set myself up here to be... The 
hollow peace of living, still giving up all I need... 
Arrives complete, telling every reason indiscreetly... 
Lasting banner years of all the things I wait to see... 

Am I wasting all my time 
Fighting through this so-called life 
Can you tell me now 
How do we know just when the fight should end 
When I can take the broken, bent, 
and shattered hopes and walk away 
From this place... 

Overcome by all the dangers, in a life less ordinary 
will you know the ones who dare to carry on with all 
the changes, fighting to the truth inside of me and 
guiding what I need... 

The if's and why's of disbelieving everything they 
teach... And their advice spoken in the words that 
never reach... All the heights of heaven every lesson 
incomplete for lasting banner years of all the things I 
wait to see... 

Am I wasting all my time 
Fighting through this so-called life 
Can you tell me now 
How do we know just when the fight should end 
When I can take the broken, bent, 
and shattered hopes and walk away 
From this place... 

Do you miss me since I stood and walked away to find 
the reasons why I'm living every day for that something 
that I can't seem to find this time... 

But I will be all that I set myself up here to be... 
And I will try to see the future through your eyes and 
keep... Myself fine, away from all the ones who punish 
me for all the little reasons every vision I will keep, 
but... 

Am I wasting all my time 
Fighting through this so-called life 
Can you tell me now 
How do we know just when the fight should end 
When I can take the broken, bent, 
and shattered hopes and walk away 
From this place...