At the hodung river we sink like stones See we got every minds and we got thick bones Like a deck of cards shuffled in my hands You wanna make plans that you can't understand See this race I run is a race I can't win And there's a ghost in the attic been writing these songs And the truth is that I always try at the cost of everything One day I see inside my faith throwing caution with the wind So I can pretend, I guess I was somebody else We were like gangsters gambling in the park Said you're old enough now not to fear the dark And oh the businessman he said that we are the same He said you're making a living now you can't complain Because the honest man he won't make it these days And that's the way things are it's hard to explain And oh the truth is that we always try to hide the way things are One day I rest here in peace at the bottom of everything So I can pretend, I never wanna end up this way