Everyone makes choices But I can't say which is right And everyone makes promises And only meant to lie And I don't know what to do And I don't know just what to say anymore This is my life and times. Lying down in darkness With my ear against the door I closed my eyes and caught A fleeting glimpse and wanted more Of the life that struck my soul With feelings too great to ignore But this is my life and times. The seconds turn to days And now I'm older And I know it's time for me to start anew. But I buckle from the weight That's on my shoulders And I need someone to help me through. Daddy couldn't speak to me Before he ceased to live Although he held his hands to me My eyes could not forgive All the pain that they had seen And hoped my mind would not relive But this is my life and times.