Mixed feelings
Mixed feelings
I don't know how to deal with these mixed feelings
I don't get it
Mixed feelings
Only bubbled black on my scantrons
Tryin to boost the scores
In class with the white & the Indian folks
Honor roll
I'm the Captain of the hoop team
I'm the MVP but who's countin score
Got suspended for fightin somebody
He called me a nigga never heard it before
I dated a white girl then another white girl then another white girl jus like my pops
I cheated on that one I cheated on that one I cheated on that one then spun the block
I chill wit my white friends they stole a bike then they lit it on fire they do that a lot
I went back to my crib cause I wasn't like them but I look out my crib here come the cops
Mixed feelings
Mixed feelings
I don't know how to deal with these mixed feelings
I don't get it
Mixed feelings
Mixed feelings
My momma white
My daddy black
My grand momma was racist what's up wit that
She said I ain't like the rest of em
I don't get it, mixed feelings
Moved to the hood when my parents split
Big house to lil one this is embarrassing
Go to school I look like everybody else now
Except I don't, I feel left out
Nigga this & nigga that & who we scrappin
Handshakes I ain't scene before I'm peepin fashion
Gettin clowned cause the hand me down clothes I'm rockin
They say that I'm dressing white damn this is backwards
Everybody trappin cause necessity
Everybody wanna mess wit me they testin me
Askin me where I come from because I'm talkin proper
Thinkin that my mom must be a lawyer or a doctor
Then they found out I can hoop & I can rap to that's mad coo but strange cause I don't move like a black dude & I don't have no tattoos it's gotta be an act now they wanna kill me lighter fluid on my back
Mixed feelings
Mixed feelings
I don't know how to deal with these mixed feelings
I don't get it
Mixed feelings
Mixed feelings
My momma white
My daddy black
My grand momma was racist what's up wit that
She said I ain't like the rest of em
I don't get it, mixed feelings
Holdin my son he a quarter
And my wife is pregnant with my daughter
Wonderin what her completion bout to look like
Cause honestly in winter time he look white
But maybe that's better he won't get stopped for goin 5 over the limit
He won't walk down the street & only get judged by his pigment
I'm At the gym they already makin jokes like who is this white baby all up in yo pictures it hits different
Wonder if he grow up just like logic
Justifying how he the same as the dudes he rock wit
Or maybe Thinkin like this is my problem & I'm toxic but can't help but wonder how the melanin gone turn to gossip cause his brother darker they might think that one of thems adopted like my neighbors did when I was 6 & showed up wit my momma so he got the pass to say it or he gone get strange responses will they say it's outta pocket try to run him for his pockets mixed feelings
Mixed feelings
I don't know how to deal with these mixed feelings
I don't get it
Mixed feelings
Mixed feelings
My momma white
My daddy black
My grand momma was racist what's up wit that
She said I ain't like the rest of em
I don't get it, mixed feelings
