Tame amber lights, orange basking my fatigued limbs. 
winds that tell me all the truth. no more aiding withered 
signs. a crash course, in belief, between walking and 
sleep. I left it all. and forever blind, and forever 
jaded. you can leach on and male excuses for only so long 
before the cards come crashing down. for once in your 
life, for once, just one time, just once, make yourself 
worthy of respect. them, you and I until the swarm 
becomes lost in the suffering. I found no escape, your 
time will come. this day is? we are? and yet we all 
remain hanging, always and ever bitter full. the ills , 
the mis-fortunes that left blood onto our hands, traces 
in our past. narcissistic refrain, come closer, come 
closer my dear.