I haven't set the table in a while
Keeping the status quo
Misinterpreting a friendly fire
Even my body knows
I don't mean to
Do what I always do
My muscle memory
Has a mind of its own
It's all the stupid shut
That I find sets me off
I lose my, I lose my, I lose myself
I lose my, I lose my, I lose myself
Haven't asked you how your day goes
Because it ruins mine
Promise that I still wanna know
My body draws the line
I don't mean to
Do what I always do
My muscle memory
Has a mind of its own
It's all the stupid shit
That I find sets me off
I lose my, I lose my, I lose myself
And I lose my, I lose my, I lose myself
I'm not over it like I thought I was
I'm always keeping score
It's the little shit that sets me off
My heart is getting sore
I lose my, I lose my, I lose myself
And I lose my, I lose my, I lose myself
