You are the loneliest light Peering too bright through the blinds of my life Is sites that we've seen Blown out our pipe dreams in your eyes We're so distracted now Darling, how do we know When the life leaves The love that we've grown? Well, I'm done getting fucked And I'm done fucking up But is this all mirrors and smoke? How do we know? Embers, lit cigarettes Smoke every menthol til you Forget That nothing is black Or suddenly white Though it seems trite I scaled the walls like a soldier Bearing your bricks on my shoulders How do you know? Well, I'm done getting fucked And I'm done fucking up Slowing down out of control How do you know? Our roots feels so impacted And keep us up in the night Like a demon we're failing to fight Well, I'm done getting fucked And I'm done fucking up So is this a house or a home? I think I know