I'm not thinking right Darker shapes are creeping in, slowly unsettling Do I believe my doubts They're clawing at my interests, but I'm not indifferent I don't want to limp back home, I don't want to look like struggling Acting on the things I know, maybe I should leave this place for a while I don't want to limp back home, I don't want to wake up wondering why I don't want to look back on, everything without an answer Funny feeling like The next decision is, attached to a permanence And I spend my nights in the midst of sleeping Jaw clamped tight and I'm sick of it Feel my whole mouth splintering And the pain runs down my fingers And the whole thing comes undone but I know there's a reason there Only I can't see it yet I don't want to limp back home, I don't want to look like struggling Acting on the things I know, maybe I should leave this place for a while I don't want to limp back home, I don't want to wake up wondering why I don't want to look back on, everything without an answer