I've been, fighting real depression Trying to, cope this shit slowly I'm tryna heal from the inside Remember when shooting them niggas on an'drive (Facts) My first gun was a deuce five (Boom) Post on the block all day throwing 6 signs (6 block) I'm steady coping with drugs Wondering if they have a heaven for thugs (Heaven for thugs) Nobody showing me love In love with the trenches, she gave me a hug (Gave me a hug) I'm steady fighting depression Don't wanna die, so I stay with my weapon (Stay with my weapon) Took losses, but took them in lessons Had blood on my shoes, just like giuseppe (Just like giuseppe) Everything I see, red Demons and voices, get out of my head (Out of my head) I know niggas want me dead I feel like Osama, I got niggas scared (Six) Momma had told me to thank god Even though I'm with the demons, on the low ride Known to the pain, I can't cry I ain't drop a tear shit crazy when Mitch died I had to carry his casket Slide through the opps, had to shoot me a basket Gotta get back, focused and rappin' But I'm still trying to catch me a nigga in traffic I been, out all day Come outside, let's play I've been, looking for you I wanna let bygones be bygones But I still want revenge for Zion I'm in the trenches with lions Nine had snitched got be thinking about Ky-ion That was one of my fears Now I'm prepared, it is what it is All of the pain through the years I turn my pain to bullets and tears I been, out all day Come outside, let's play I've been, looking for you On the six, we bully the bullies Playing with voodoo, and dodging them bullets Fuck a mask, I'm grabbing my hoodie Glock got a switch, one bullet in the fully In Cali, I'm finally livin' Was just in the hood, just like an engine They know that we runnin' the city Standin' on business bout' Kendre and Bibby I been, out all day Come outside, let's play I've been, looking for you