Your sister started pulling her hair out But when she pulled up next to me I pretended the sun was in my eyes Instead of pretending she wasn't looking It's a quick though I gave her, sort of no way I'm thinking about you every day When I was young, doubt chewed me up And I was swallowed by, by a world that I don't feel a part of By the world that I don't feel a part of anymore That old man stood in front of your body Attend the look would have call your den I watched your parents buying him a check And their lips but knowing they kissed your forehead And we kept you exactly the same I'm still thinking about you every day When I was young, doubt chewed me up And I was swallowed by, by a world that I don't feel a part of By the world that I don't feel a part of anymore Smashed that girl's pumpkins on her driveway When I read the note she left on your grave It's been fifteen years You're the reason I'm not crushing anybody I really think you were that somebody When I was young, doubt chewed me up And I was swallowed by, by a world that I don't feel a part of When I was young, doubt chewed me up And I was swallowed by, by a world that I don't feel a part of By the world that I don't feel a part of anymore