Still too far from me, only now in real life
guess I've never been this free, it's time to realize
when you left your life collection, was it planned for me to see?
and I took the first moment just to not let it be
And I blame, I blame it all on me
There was something in that mind, something vanished and gone
and I just couldn't follow what was going on
when I tore apart your picture it was just 'cause it was old
but I put it all together just like I was told
I never pictured that about you, my home is no more immune
you brought me my enemy just like I told you not to
and nothing in the world can wash it clean
and I don't want to be able to see how that could have been
Headacher painful, heartbreaker beautiful
so I turn out all the lights and I sleep with open eyes
