If I could I'd tell you (Everything I've done) If it would make things better (Everything I've done) If it could make you see How little it meant to me How much I hate what I've become If it would be good I'd tell you (Everything I've done) How much I hate it when you tell me that you're better off alone How much I hate it when you tell me that my heart is made of stone How much I hate what I've become She's there when I panic She's there When I can't stand it When I can't stand what I've become This is a scam I'll tell you (Everything I've done) When I can't stand it when you're lying keep it up and I'll explode When I can't cope with all the rumors that you say have not been told When I can't cope with growing cold Nothing is ever easy Everything's there to deceive me Whatever could bring us closer So many things unsaid and undone