No one knows cause I don't show it And no one helps Cause I don't want it I speak with 100 ghosts And if I say "life's a trap" Ain't no god gonna Change my mind I came here in a strange way I'm a silver balloon Hardly a reflection I burst to fire I burst into fire It makes me better I burst to fire No one knows cause I don't show it And no one helps Cause I don't want it I speak with 100 ghosts And I don't wanna hide pills In a black glass jar I don't wanna hide pills From lover girl