Someone call the forth ride And I would call it cocaine crazy Calling off the spot light, Running off the Gods that made me I'm not afraid to die, aligned I lined I lied People all around me Are telling me I'm so damn lucky Getting what I wanted I became so god damn ugly And I'm not afraid to die, aligned I lined I lied I guess I'll keep on trying Fight all the drinks & constant lying People try to save me, It's me, myself I'm always blaming I'm not afraid to die, aligned I lined I lied